a turn here... a dip there, did it glide
lightly landing on a well worn path and settled
but did not rest, because many did travel
stomped down deep under many many feet
but the little feather did not loathe or weep
for it knew mother earth would restore it... as another
and maybe in its next life it be something more... than just a feather
so it wished to be something better
In that devilish corridor
Holding me gently
Guiding me step by step
Step by step
By painful step...
Impassioned to bring me,
at some point
i started to burn
And brightly blaze
In a defiant burst
with His unloving flame
The fire is existence cruel complete being
Realities beauty can be sized in illusion
And our flesh is temptations best catch
The mist of the miss-leadings surrounds and penetrates
We can not escape its hate through life
Or fight its bite, in its concrete deviant base
We stand defiant
Against our providential place that's been allotted us
Not excepting grace we laugh at her face
Fully enjoying our selfish standards
We have no eye... For those who cry!
YES!!! I believe in reality we Fry
It's only through death our we born
Torn from realities crime, for all and the rest of time
But now under realities horn... We burn
Our live are but to scorn
Like clowns, we all keep putting paint on our face
To hide realities disgrace.
A crafter of words
I will feed you through my slurs
A poet and proud
My every word is loud
hear me howl
Every syllable hails flowers
Every phase has a meaning
Constructed in reason
Through the natural order of my sanes
You peek in my brain
Hymns i sing through love
observe my hums in fun
Dine on my rhymes
A whiffler of feelings
A harbinger of healing
Hear the woes I have told
Its what I know
Its what I hold
I cover like snow
Be it warm or cold
Wheedling my lows
I shine like gold
A million tenfolds
Everlasting and bold
Get a bowl full
I am just a poet fanciful
A diplomat of offerings
A farmer of wantings
A soldier of delight
A bringer of fright
A clergyman of the night
A preacher of wanderings
Discreetly teaching flight
No heedlessness to my sight
Feel my height
Hastening teacher of might
Or voice of the meek and unsteady
Just be ready
I don't degrade in vain
But I soar in pain
Ride into my plight
And touch the heavens through spungie eyes
Its ok to cry
But be warned
If you have a seat to listen
Your feelings might glisten
My hiss in the wind
Might control you like sin
And he had dominion over all living things
Giving every herb to use that fruited seed
Kings of all over land and sea
So thee was called Adam and Eden flourished around him
But he was alone and lonely
So out of man God made she it was Adam that named her eve
Bearer of the seed to become
So mankind grew
Because from Adamz and eve’z child play
They became to the snakes way
And was tainted became its prey
When they tookith sin within
So today we our all at sins evil whim
And never can forget that day
We turned to the snakes hiss-full sway
And we continue to pay
Everyday children cry and people die and we must fight
It’s everyday we are still slaves to the snakes fang
I lay in fright of never again having your arms around me
Scared of a day with out your scent next close and strong
My soul run as fast as light streaks
With out you i'm weak
I need i need
I need you by my side
Or else i'm going to cry
In a floods terrible tide
Surrendering to the sails of its storm
With out you i am torn
Far from your delicate beautiful brown eyes i'm scorned
If i'm far from those beautiful brown eyes i'm burned
This i don't want to learn
With out you its like being in the empty hills of haze
And my soul fades away
And it not care
If it sees another day
A mist a well tuned harmonic law
Twice now my eyes fixed
Un muted harmoniousness notes would not submit
Un summoned I could not resist it's tick
Yet unbeknownst to no one I cried
It was through the tears that filtered
A well tuned harmonic law
It touched my soul, knows my soul, holds my soul...
For it wasn't really my eyes that seen it
It was my ears that believed it
It was it simplistic humanistic purity that cleansed it
For in its end
A sense of awareness and brotherhood welded its orchestrated goal
I bowed my head in sadness when it finaly passed
And lost it s hold, because I be alone for ever more...
I will now feel alone...
And the finished version
Sad song melody, sorrow filled harmony
And in between the lines is the message to me
The note, the beat, all meant for me
Its orchestrated symphony calls and beckons
And I'm caught in its hypnotic grasp over and over
Sad song answers are mastered
I have learned to realize their lessons
And have need for its message
So I catch it
And let the notes soothe me
Their words are meant for my need
And my soul is swept away in their breeze
Sadness and despair slowly creep in,
forming a dense fog within my mind.
it permeates the deepest recesses,
And I am overcome with the hatred of life's cruelties.
All goodness is swallowed up and lost,
shrouded somewhere in the mist.
Thre is no escaping the darkness in my mind,
it clings to me as if it has become my shadow.
I am caught up in the whirlwind of too many emotions.
The only solace is in sleep,
for when there is slumber the fog recedes.
My dreams are filled with better things,
and places far away.
My thoughts go back to a time when there was sunlight and warmth.
So I sleep...
longer, and still longer each time,
unable to face the day and the pain it brings,
when the mind is once again aware...
That you are no longer here,
and I am alone...
I am one of many,
no better than the rest.
But the heart of a poet
beats in my chest.
With words I can
capture your imagination.
As I tell you a story
full of fascination.
In unicorns and faeries,
I can make you believe.
For I am a poet,
a weaver of dreams.
Come follow me,
to distant lands.
Where I build castles
with the wave of my hand.
I can make you laugh.
or bring you to tears.
With each stroke of my pen,
I can calm all your fears.
I can reach deep inside
and touch your soul.
The pieces of your broken heart,
I can make whole.
I can pluck a thought
right out of your head.
And spin you a tale
with each gossamer thread.
I can weave you a blanket
made of moonbeams and stars.
To take away your chill
or to cover your scars.
I can bring to life a story
full of fortune and fame.
A tale of magic and mystery,
or one of sorrow and pain.
I'm the creator of worlds
which surpass all time.
For I am a poet
full of verses and rhyme.
If the sea held you
I would jump into the sea
So it would hold me too
If a tornato took you
I would jump into the tornato
To be right there to hold your hand
If the day is a day of wrath
Full of distress
Full of wasteness
And you are there
So am I, by your side
Under its cloudy sky
If you was to fall straight into hell
I would rush to beat you
If you would die tomorrow
I would die tomorrow too
But all this is nothing new
Of the things I would do for you
I speak to your heart with my soul
I speak to your soul with my heart
I speak with love through love of love
I speak as a fool, i am a fool
I know not but tormented
I know so little so very very little
But I know I need you
What else should I know
I don't mind being a fool for you
Theres nothing in this world i'd rather do
It takes time to know your world
Though what a small price to pay
What a very small price to pay
I will gladly pay it in full
But when i lose you to seprate ways
I will lose myself in a everlasting pain
I shall never forget you...
Even my dead rotted courpse will know you name
It will know the suffering
For also it will be a lone
The other you disturbs me so.
I know not why its so contemptible.
The other you is not you
I have never harmed it
Or mistreated it
insulted or maimed it.
And yet it causes me grief in cruel slander
It torments me, mocks me, and ridicules me.
And brands me
There must be something about this evil other
that is hidden in you past.
You must remove it, lest I go.
But no, I shall remain and let it get me.
I shall let it tear and disfigure me
So I can be with the other you I love
Which is hard to do on a rolling sea
On a Yawl Pitching and rocking
Unsteady over the roll of the mighty waves
That holds me in the waves powerful ups and downs
I feel as small as a single bubble of the white tops
Pounding the before ship
Of the black waters that is your other you
Although I know of the weather ahead
I cast off
Steady and fast
Flying tall sails
To reach the you that I love
And to give you a hug
Ignoring the other you that always there
In dark days of enforced remembrance
I gazed upon Grey cloudy skies above
We lay on a boat of flowers
A drift in peace
Drunk from our kisses and wine
A magic moment I remember:
I raised my eyes and you were there
A fleeting vision, the distilled spirit that cleanses
A holiness descended
Of all that's beautiful and rare you fair
For every lone soul another lonely soul exist
Somewhere in this large world of ours
Soul mates might meet maybe just pass
Maybe even just bumping into each other
Joining in the merge of the collision
Into one beautiful precious whole
When your hand goes out to touch mine
Your touch invokes a fire inside
For that brief second I’ve come to an unrivalled place
And when you pull your spectacle phenomena hand away
I open my eyes and there you prevail
My angel of zeal and enthusiasm
Radiance of joy you hover there in your aurora of goodness
Your hands softness came to me as a dream
Flying over time to reach me
Over the sea, over the lava smoke
Over the clouds and mountain peeks
Over the springs and prairies
Over towns and cities
And when you placed
Your hands on my chest and held me softly
I recognized those golden crowns that kings felt in their greatest glories
Donned on their heads in heavenly esteem
I felt this while I was touched by My queen
Dove wings fluttering wing tips was your touch to my skin
I recognized that day you touched me first
And that color of day sprayed light our way
A breath taking noon
I traveled wide and far
Over oceans and through mountains
Across mighty rivers and the span of deserts
And through blizzards
I traveled to and through wars and famine
And desolate places where nightmares are born
I will travel to the end of the earth and off its side
To be touched just once more by that hand of yours
It will be then that i will learn how to sob
And i can love the angel of mine
Even if it kills me and i die
I would have been touch one last time
From that angel of mine
I would slip off to be alone to weep
I hide my sobs with a pillow
So not to disturb others
With my tears
I hated you for a second because you was leaving
I hated god for making it so
God has took my greatest strength
You my mountain
He took the comforting arm the fends off the night
Sorrow fills my heart
To know your eyes are closing
Into forevers sleep
Memories of my childhood under your brave way
Flutter through my thinkings
As you lay there lifeless a eagle with no more flight
To know your strong face is so cold for eternity
Bitterness sweeps through me
I thought you would live forever
It hard to see this broken and shattered
Its hard to see you go
I will always remember the sound advise you taught me
Your loving gaze that you would befall on me
When you saw me
You shaped everything in my life
By your loving hand
I will remember you ever day
And thankyou for everything
You made me all that I am
Though you moved on to the other side
Your still around to guide me
This will always be a constant
I will always be your son
And you will allways be my sun
To brighten my path before me
To lead my feet
Its only through you that I am me
Towered a castle tranquiling trend
Stained potrait does one see
Untroubled on it's rock of gold and glee
So becoming to thou eye
That the tear drop does not die
All about his throne were sitting
A glowing shine
The wit and will of His children
This cast it's mold of surpassing beauty
That filtured through doors of ruby
Echoed their songs of love and duty
In full awhereness did they sing
In full awhereness of their king...
Vacuity hallow fill, merged in vulgar occurrences
Shallow comings, one in slummings , a omen of sorrows
No longer able to pretend, a kiss from death sends
The three winged thing brings and furnishes
An air tight doom sealed and sure, I am shown the door
Where all hell is before and foremost
That lures us to its ghastly shores
Scorned I am burned, in this I was forewarned
And so learned that the horn one was born
Devastation in his wake, He want He take...
A lake a fire he sings for those in sin
beware of the beast, Your soul it want to feast...
He sees, He needs, He seeks, He feasts
on the weak, on the meek
Stand clear of the Hollow!
The Hollow of Sorrows.......
Takes courage to expose your creations in the harsh light of day where others can read personal thoughts, especially where you clearly pour yourself into it... (at least the same holds true for music).
Keep up the great work (and hope to read more of your material)!
The man on the hill was made of clay
Dried and dusty he neither owed or payed
For in the hot burning desert he was safe he could stay
No need for company no reason to complain
For in this most unvarying spot
He stayed, played, he stayed
Until one dreaded day it rain, it came, it rained
It never was the same for the clay man on the hill
Never to be seen again
His spirit freed to the soil, to the wind
Unlike me his soul was unscaved of greed
I try to mimic the clay man simplistic graze
For his... was pure and true, with out waste of time
If only this could be mine
Gazing back in blinking starkness
Only you staring back
In the gleam
With many selves containing
Do you know who you will really find
Will you know who is really looking back
Or will you know all to well
The demon at the end of your nose
No lies to hide
No lies to hide at all
Causing my awareness to hover in a state of emptiness
No longer able to control any respect of natures reality
The fine edge of life is dulled
All hope is spent for emptiness consumes hungrily everything
Every shred of goodly armor and shields
Its grip holds as a loving mother would her child
But its grip defiles
Dispiritment rotted its mark well deep into my chest
My heart had to fight its flame; its fire
Its from darkness i came, so back to its hole i go
As a wrath in flight i fly
Never more am i
But a strand of wasted time
To be stored from sight away
O my plight
The dark sustenance of fear i breach once more
Once more lo once more
Once more i'm on the floor
Upon a wing they sing, slow they go or fast they pass
for forever a song they long, so always a musical note they float
no sin here or heres there, in grace good taste only one will find in this place
where evil has no face, where light is all in all its halls
I must pay heed its call, where the short are tall...
i miss hearing your voice shaded with emotion
i miss loitering with you and being silly and not caring.
i miss sitting on the bed with you and smoking and talking and writing.
i miss you coming up behind me and putting your arms around me.
i miss your smell
i miss eating dinner that we would cook together.
i miss dancing in the bedroom. With moves I would only dare do for you
i miss jumping up and down with you on the computer.
i miss the nights i stayed up late online because i needed to talk and you always listened.
i miss running around the shopping mall and airport with you in black.
i miss sitting on your lap and the way your voice sounds as it tingled my ear.
I miss you so much that I can't find the words even though they're on the tip of my tongue. But at the same time, I'm happy. You make me realize that I am someone who is worthy of being loved. I can carry that with me.
And I miss sitting there and looking into your eyes until we both started laughing.
i miss knowing what your thinking
i miss laying upside down on your couch talking with you about everything.
i miss listening to you hum and songs with that angelic voice you have.
i miss everthing about you for too many different reasons.
i miss the way your long black Native American hair that is so beautiful on your head
i miss the way i use to kiss you and your eyes peeked up out to mine
but most of all i miss myself
Myself that was apart of you
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